I am a freaking weirdo.. That is a fact. Any one my age would probably go and get drunk on their bdays. Maybe not on alcohol, but they'll definitely got hung over life. Me?? I didn't even feel anything.. Not a single emotion on that supposedly happy day. Y????
Kokak wanted to buy cake, kodek wished like a gazillion times, mama even tried to make it special.. What was my responce?? Whatever!! Totally insensitive. Sorry..
I am very SORRY.. I just didn't feel like it.. Even more with the fact that mama said it was my bday starting from monday.. Even more with the fact that I was so busy.. Even more with the fact that I got old..
If I really put a thought on it, I'd probably feel like a looser.. And didn't feel like there's anything to celebrate.. I'm a mess..
p/s:- kokak..I still want that cake n a pair of shoes..!!!
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