The Boneless Tongue

I ran through some blogs the other day and found this along the way... A great art of reminder to the mind and heart. Enjoy...

The boneless tongue so small and weak,
Can crush and kill declared the Greek.

The tongue destroys a greater horde
the Turk asserts, than does the sword.

The Persian proverb wisely saith
A lengthy tongue - an early death.

Or sometimes takes this form instead,
Don't let your tongue cut off your head.

The tongue can speak a word whose speed
The Arab says outstrips the steed.

While Chinese sages thus impart
The tongue's great storehouse is the heart.

From Hebrew wit the maxim's sprung,
Tho' foot may slip ne'er let the tongue.

The sacred writer crowns the whole,
Who keeps his tongue doth keep his soul.

check this couple out: http://joshandmandee.blogspot.com/

I do not like Office politics

This is getting sick and obnoxious day after day. Who does not talk behind everybody anymore? I admit, this is done by me too. As bad a person I am, I just cannot take these people anymore.

They are constantly talking behind everybody’s back. The result is me trashing BTM 24/7 to all the people I encounter. Want to know anything about BTM? How does working in MITI feel like? Trash…trash…trash… occasional gossiping is good, but connives bitching? This is not healthy at all.

The main reason people are nice to each other and in good terms are so that they could trash one another behind their backs. How wrong can this be? How more wrong can it get?

I found out that N and L are actually good friends. They know each other’s family. The occasional I-visit-you-visit-me-back kind of thing. Then, when they got to the office, they only talked bad about the other. Reveal each other’s weaknesses. Trash the friend behind her back. It seems almost like they naturally hate each other.


Then, there’s the lets-bitch-our-bosses thing. These people have worked so long that they have developed the sense of 'bosses are useless idiots'. Nobody literally have respect for anybody. They don’t respect the bosses, colleagues; hell if they respect themselves. This has taken a serious toll on me. I am constantly talking the bitch word and curse. Urggh!!

Sometimes it is hard to distinguish relationships...how to set apart the different people in our lives. Even just by being a spectator, I feel like a great deal of wrong was done. Is this the real deal?

A Note to Ponder

What do I think about the Israeli’s bomb strike? Obnoxious, pretentious, exaggerated, crazy, desperate, pure cruelty. This act is not only malicious, it’s very inhumane. Are these people even human? Do they have minds? Heart perhaps? How brutal can beasts become?

I just don’t understand. What is the purpose for all this attack? To stop terrorism? To behold justice? Or just pure insanity?

These zionists who call themselves jews, admited of being semitics. Claimed an arabic land to be their rightful one; their holy land. The home to countless Arab people-Muslims. They threatened these people, the Palestinians to leave the homes they occupied for centuries. And when these Arabs refused to go their way, the so called jews strike malicious attacks on them.

For the Palestinians are barbarics. They are anti-semitics. They have no respect towards other people's sentiments. They have to be destroyed.

Why all this hatred? Where does it come from? Is it the mere fact that the Palestinians are anti-semitic? How can that be? Semitics are simply Arabian. Being anti-semitics would show that these people hate themselves. Is that even possible? The very nature of Arab people is to have strong principles and bonds. To hate your own race; your own brothers would mean that they have no principles.

This also apply to the so called jews who have no more relative blood ties to being semitics rather than a mere ideology. A question to these people: To kill thousands of innocent Palestinians; won't you be anti-semitic too?

And what about all the people in the world that say Arabs and Muslims all over the world are barbarians? The ones that call Al-Quran a piece of crap. The people who wanted to drop bombs in Mecca. Won't all of you be anti-semitic? You should also be called anti-jews. That would only be fair.


But then again, who am I to ponder upon all this. I am but a humble servant of the One an only Mighty GOD.

Say all you want. Do what you can. Hate all you would.

May ALLAH forgive you...

post TRAUMA.. \^ ~ ^/

As of today, its officially one week after the barbaric incident that got me crying mutely in the restroom. ~I know.. what a wimp..but what can I do? I'm still a girl..its only natural..~

By now. I cannot stand even the sight of that person - lets just call that person hantu. I have experienced thing far horrifying than this. But maybe the shock is just too overwhelming... hehe... I even started talking bout hantu all day long. Anything hantu does is only annoying to me. Hantu's voice is just so obnoxious. I cant really explain why.

In my mind, scenes from that day kept on playing like a looping tape. Everytime it does, anger grows bigger. My anger.

My resolution?? Finish this darn practical. Study harder. Apply to work here as an officer. Kick hantu hard as I can. Muakakaha... That ***** is ganno die.

~ like I can accomplish any of that ~

Office Politics?? why bother...

I officially don’t understand office politics-especially here in BTM. It’s just so weird. Folks could just go around screaming, wailing like crazy people. I always thought that people in the sector would be so much professional. Guess sometimes people just won’t grow up.

Why do I say all these crap about office politics? Well, sadly, I just survived one. Still trembling out of the shock right this moment. Nape sampai tremble? Apparently, some people in BTM just love to curell – curse + yell -all the time. Its crazy. I mean how someone can lose so much sense and poise as to turn so barbaric.

Somebody just called me budak mentah x tau apa. Proud. Mingle with all the bitches of the office – which I personally think is nicer than anyone else here. Along with all the curelling. Told me to realise who I am and remember my position here. What kind of world is this? When is shyness translated into arrogance? How could that person be curelling to me when I did nothing wrong to that person? All of a sudden I have to prove myself to an overly curelling person? Justifying my position as a trainee who knows nothing and will obey just about anyone. Trying not to further agonise that person. No one to defend me. The others just go along, sat still and let that person terrorise. Letting the bully do the work. Horrific.

I understand that kind of person. I personally do. What I don’t get is the fact that all these other people – so called crony – could just let that person embarrass themselves. They don’t even try to calm that person down. How sad.
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~~Take a moment to settle yourself. Just try to calm down. Please. How can you face God with all those fury? Cursing, yelling, just seconds away before facing GOD; praying without any sense of closure at all. Cursing back right after salam... Astargfirullah...~~

not human worthy...

i woke up today
feeling not alive
wishing i could go back to sleep

but still i went on
preparing for another day
facing all these ridicules

the fact that there is so much to hate about me
the fact that i annoy more than i could ever be
the fact that they cant bare my existing
the fact that i am just me
its almost im not human worthy

***thanx to d freakin corrupted server d rest of d words r lost n cant b retrievd**

defining human gravity

people are always evolving..developing into something new each and every single day..doing things that they dont know how affective would be for their lives..expressing feeling without considering others..judging others without looking back on who they used to be..say thing they ought to regret in the future..human..its gravity..

of course!theres also the part where people have empathy..when theyre not so judgmental..or when they remember that things go around..most of the times; only when they become the victims..or they went through rough days..or even when they were being blamed for things.. human..

we are all the same..not literally..of course..it would bring a total different meaning..i suppose..its just that no matter how nice we are, or how soft spoken we are..or how stiff we are..we are all human..as childish as it all sounds..deep inside we all have the same need for life..and somehow somewhere inside we all have the same nature..

the nature to look and judge..sometimes the cover look just too complex or boring that we cant even bring ourselves to read the synopsis..what else the book..same goes with human..not interesting??not cute??dont talk to them..just ignore them..somehow, this is human gravity..

or in certain cases..when people dont have any appeal to you..nor do they have any beneficiary skills..even more, you have to work your butt off for them...so, what should you do??..its so much work..so tedious..so annoying..right..lets just dump them..tell all your friends to ignore them totally..theyre just pain in the back!..lets talk crap about these people..who do they think they are??freaking annoying!!

would we ever think for a second what happened between this freakingly annoying person and us days before??like..what they had done for us??and how we have been acting lately??did we ever do anything to this person to be having to work hard for them??have we ever actually thought that what goes around comes around??

i dont know..its frustrating that people just think that the world revolves around them..they have to be the superhot supergood supernice superdeserving superstar..and everyone else owes them something..

like all these people owe me something..i hope i dont have to be judgmental..or cruel..i hope that i can see the world that revolves around all the human beings..why is it that everytime something goes wrong for me..i have to blame others..why cant i blame myself..why do i have to break down to my emotions and drag everyone into this mess..

ohh GOD..please help me..i want to be self less me.. defying human gravity..

falling down the steep and CRUSH

aahhh...wat a beautiful feeling..

i bet a whole lot of ppl r relating to dis song..having an eye 4 dis 1 human n maybe not getting d reaction they long..or even not noticed by d desired..yeah2..

i crush a lot...theres juz too much beauty GOD created..i juz blieve dat all these beauty are not to b wasted n should b admired..hehe..

many ppl r left despaired in d midst of having a crush..waiting d rite moment to actually burst ur true feeling to dat person..battling ur own insecurities to actually think about coming clean..even playing pretend to cover up imperfections..all these just for the sake of a human dat doesn't necessarily realize ur existence..-overrated-..however, dats d reality..

not to brag..but those things RARELY happen to me..-not saying it never did-..n when it does happen, it is cruciatingly painfull and patheticly beautiful..

weirdo how human can be..its true they say; we r all insane in nature..

nevertheless, most of my crushes end the minute i got a grasp of dat individual..once the mystery is unveiled-poof!-, d crush is no more..n im back to square 1..-finding new crush on GOD's creation-..wat m i to be??

FullHouse

I love this song!!

This clip is a trailer from a popular korean tv series FULLHOUSE starring the kinda cute Rain and the lovely Song Hye Gyo. I'm not really sure why I put this trailer in this post-maybe because others are too hard to upload-but I really like this song. This surely is not the best series I've ever watched-theres been better ones- but to think that someone would build a house so expensive just for a drama series is over the edge even for me. The producers must either be ridiculously rich or they have future seeing power-they could see how successful it would be.

In my point of view, Korean serial dramas is somewhat similar to Malay soaps. Except for the fact that the actors are bizarrely cute, the budget is international rated and there's no restrained ideas. Maybe others won't see it as I do; but if you compare the plot, the drama- the all about "love is all around", even the sobs and cries- you might see why Malays love Korean dramas. I mean come on; even Koreans are crazy bout them!

First video upload

Do not get the wrong idea of me liking this song or the singer just because I uploaded this clip. It just happened that this is the smallest clip that I have in my hard disk. Since uploading a video is a requirement for this assignment, it is inevitable.

Despite the above statement, this is a good song. I do find it interesting. However, it is not something that I really indulge. Being a universal listener makes me sing to this song too though.