defining human gravity

people are always evolving..developing into something new each and every single day..doing things that they dont know how affective would be for their lives..expressing feeling without considering others..judging others without looking back on who they used to be..say thing they ought to regret in the future..human..its gravity..

of course!theres also the part where people have empathy..when theyre not so judgmental..or when they remember that things go around..most of the times; only when they become the victims..or they went through rough days..or even when they were being blamed for things.. human..

we are all the same..not literally..of course..it would bring a total different meaning..i suppose..its just that no matter how nice we are, or how soft spoken we are..or how stiff we are..we are all human..as childish as it all sounds..deep inside we all have the same need for life..and somehow somewhere inside we all have the same nature..

the nature to look and judge..sometimes the cover look just too complex or boring that we cant even bring ourselves to read the synopsis..what else the book..same goes with human..not interesting??not cute??dont talk to them..just ignore them..somehow, this is human gravity..

or in certain cases..when people dont have any appeal to you..nor do they have any beneficiary skills..even more, you have to work your butt off for them...so, what should you do??..its so much work..so tedious..so annoying..right..lets just dump them..tell all your friends to ignore them totally..theyre just pain in the back!..lets talk crap about these people..who do they think they are??freaking annoying!!

would we ever think for a second what happened between this freakingly annoying person and us days before??like..what they had done for us??and how we have been acting lately??did we ever do anything to this person to be having to work hard for them??have we ever actually thought that what goes around comes around??

i dont know..its frustrating that people just think that the world revolves around them..they have to be the superhot supergood supernice superdeserving superstar..and everyone else owes them something..

like all these people owe me something..i hope i dont have to be judgmental..or cruel..i hope that i can see the world that revolves around all the human beings..why is it that everytime something goes wrong for me..i have to blame others..why cant i blame myself..why do i have to break down to my emotions and drag everyone into this mess..

ohh GOD..please help me..i want to be self less me.. defying human gravity..